.+'+.miie myself and my shadow.+'+.

2010-09-25T23:06:00.001+08:00

ARGH!!!! after all that ranting , I am better!:)))
PROMOS IS LIKE IN A DAY'S TIME!!!!
and I still suck at GP!!!!haix!!!!!shall mug!!!

TA-DA!!!

2010-09-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!WTH is this man!!!!
I know I am pure stupid to tell you those stuff!!! 真是良心當狗吠！seriously you suck!!!! TTM!!!!!
IF I AM REALLY SELFISH LIKE WHAT YOU SAY, I WOULD HAVE KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT! SO DON'T YOU COMPLAIN! in the first place, why should I even tell you these things??? If you wanna do well and brag to people about it, DEPEND ON YOURSELF LARHS!!!! ASK ME FOR WHAT!!!!!!! its not as if I know everything, and you still want to doubt me! what kind of shit is this man! if you don't believe the things I tell you and still want to comment about it, study yourself larhs!!!!why not just memorise the WHOLE lecture book?!?!?!?!
Well, you claim that I know exactly what's gonna come out and how to go about doing the paper, AND you think this is info is exclusive for some classes or people only, YOU ARE SO WRONG!!!!!! I seriously don't know what to say, it's either you are stupid or you didn't bother to listen during lecture where SO MANY HINTS are given. It's surprising that you didnt get any, NOT EVEN A SINGLE ONE! hahas! I know its evil and bitchy of me to post this but please larhs, put yourself in my shoes! EVERYDAY YOU COME TO ME AND ASK ME FOR CLUES, CRITICISE AND DOUBT EVERYTHING I TELL YOU, HOW HURTFUL IS THAT! I do understand that you are straightforward(that's just the nice way of describing you), BUT YOU ARE IN FACT INSENSITIVE!!!!! I have to be careful with what I say to you so as not to hurt you, but have you ever spared a thought for me! YOUR REMARKS ARE SO HURTING LARH!!!!! WTH!!!!! just leave me alone larhs! get a life man!!! don't always depend on others for hints, help...that just show how lousy you are!! even if you were to do well, its not your effort!!!!!you should thank others instead!!!!!

If you were to ever see this post, which I doubt so, you can do whatever you want!!!!
I expect something bad (cos things from you is nothing good!) but hahas I DON'T CARE!!!! do whatever you like, just leave me alone!!!AND STOP BRAGGING!!!!HOW DISGUSTING!!!

2010-08-24T21:09:00.002+08:00

I AM TIRED!!!!!
argh...at least i get to rest this few days cos there's SPA
hmmmmmm.....
I am a happy girl, but my life is sad. Indeed, suddenly i like this phrase so much
I came up with it okay!:)))
oh yea, wait , i should be angry right now!
tsk! I am wondering if i should convert this post to a rant
but...tsk scolding too much isn't that good uh...hmmm
NVM I am a good girl:)))I shall keep quiet!
ask me if you wanna know:)))
James should know why i am angry!!!( * yea its that asshole lorhs, oops)
OKAY done with digressing, i shall go back to my PW:((((

Ta-da!

2010-08-23T20:34:00.002+08:00

"You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel."....haix
It's raining, AGAIN=.=
and my back is hurting like hell!!!!I want hot chocolate....
but mummy say its gonna make me fat:(((
OH YEA.....to think i got a compliment from Jacob...
It's really so sudden man! but thanks yea
hmm I wonder if it's a lie....HMMMMMMMM
hahas but I do agree okay! yes I know my eyes are beautiful!!!lalalas:)
but I am NOT X100000000000 cute okay!
that's a totally different thing...you should change it to beautiful instead of
cute....cos beautiful is a BETTER word!
Anyway, if any of you get to read this, let me tell you directly:
Please don't woo me, I am not available!!!!it's annoying okay

Ah yes, I wanna thank er ge! i love the cookies!!:)))
credits to da ge again!!!!lalalas
It's really nice knowing the 3 of you
At least you guys are always there for me, and I know I can count
on you:)))thanks once again!
LOVE YA ALL!:):):):)
yes, and life is still meaningful because I have you guys<3<3<3

yays!i am happier now:)))
FIONA IS A HAPPY GIRL AGAIN!!!!! except for the back pain uh=.=

2010-08-20T02:00:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i really wonder if you care....
I tried convincing myself that it is so...but things always go wrong
Why am I always the one tolerating....Hey ! I should be the victim, why should I always care about your feelings. I even have to care about those related to you...What about mine???who cares???
You???? If you care, you wouldn't tell me that...
I am even controlled for what I write here...
I can't even write what I feel? what kind of absurd principle is this?
If what I write here affects you and somebody else that much, you should really reflect on it...
I've been thinking for quite sometime whether I should write something like that.
I know I would offend you or even others...But this is my blog, I've the right to write anything I like
So if you are unhappy, I would advise you not to read anymore....

I know many things have changed, so do you, and of course me. But it's really a torment for me... I am feeling great stress from school, and from you....
Thank goodness I am really busy....
If not I would go berserk....
Haix...i wonder how long would I take to get over this....
Nevertheless I am still happy，總算我們也愛過

从没想过会再度与你相逢
这段时间我们改变了什么
为何从来不觉得你离开过
原来我的爱还没坠落
如果当时有什么还没有说
其实我也早已明白了所有
已错过的永远美丽而执着
总算我们也狠狠爱过
纸飞机给了我们勇气去作梦
就算没有一起到最后
纸飞机带着我们共同作的梦
乘着白云飞到永恒那个山峰
如果当时有什么还没有说
其实我也早已明白了所有
已错过的永远美丽而执着
总算我们也狠狠爱过
纸飞机给了我们勇气去作梦
就算没有一起到最后
纸飞机带着我们共同作的梦
乘着白云飞到永恒那个山峰
纸飞机给了我们勇气去作梦
就算没有一起到最后
纸飞机带着我们共同作的梦
乘着白云飞到永恒那个山峰

Thanks anyway...

2010-07-27T23:28:00.002+08:00

Okay, this is an achievement.....
i managed to talk to you as a friend
have i really got over it?i dont know....
but keep it up Fiona:)))
and its an achievement!!!!cos i my emotions and feelings are well kept!
I shall always remind myself that i am NOT supposed to reveal and feelings:)))

2010-07-25T19:09:00.002+08:00

A wish suddenly struck me just now:)))
I want to attend all Jay Chou's concert and get to talk to him personally!!!!!
wahahahas, i thought of this when i was having tuition...how stupid=.=
its very obvious i wasnt paying attention, and now, i know nothing about ionic equilibrium...wth!!!!
serve me right! Anyway, I miss Jay Chou lots, but too bad cos i cant go down to listen to him today...uber sad:(((((((
So I am gonna make this wish: I WISH TO ATTEND EVERY CONCERT OF JAY CHOU!!!!
of course without spending daddy's and mummy's money....hopefully, hehe!
well it seems so late to make this wish since i am a fan of jay chou since young but nvm!!!! i am so gonna see him!REALLY SOON!!!!
now i am waiting for my merchandise from his concert, cos someone promise to help me buy!!!!thanks in advance yeah:))))))

OKAY, enough of dreaming! I should be studying=.=
bye blog!

Final goodbye

2010-07-25T03:36:00.000+08:00

hmm, I know its time i wake up....until today, i didnt realise that our love could be so deep
so deep that i cant seem to forget....
my heart ache like hell just now, and i cried.....but i have finally come to a conclusion
i should put a stop to this................
I dont know if i should give any hope to myself
but.....its just the time to stop imagining and get down to reality
well, I seriously wonder if i could ever ever do it, but......
listening to jay just now made me think alot
I know you always and constantly worry about me and my stuff
but do you know that the more you ask, the more you try to be closer when you shouldn't be
makes my heart really ache. I know you want to keep in contact with me, and always saying that i can confide in you no matter what happens, but i would like you to know that
I cant! yes I cant.....
I cant even face you at all... You seem so okay with me but have you ever thought of my feelings?
Its definitely not your fault for caring about me, but you should know that I am a very stubborn person, i hold to my values dearly, so if i cannot talk to you, means i cant!
You may just want to show care, and i dont blame you for that, but its just something i cant accept...
it makes me fall even more deeply, maybe even worse than falling into an abyss....
You have your own life to lead now, and i am no longer part of it and same goes to me....
but i would assure you that i would lead it well....
Thank you so much for your care....
On that note, I would say my final goodbye....
This post has come down really hard on me, but i have no choice
I cant be selfish, you have your own life and i shouldnt be a burden to it so....

BYE

THE ERA!!!!!JAY CHOU!!!!

2010-07-25T03:14:00.002+08:00

Yes i am back from Jay's concert!!!!okay its abit late uh:))
but nevermind, the concert was so awesome...
I am just too excited to sleep:)
too bad DSLR is not allowed, if not, i would have better photos!:((((
well, I am so gonna sneak it in when he comes again:))))wahahaha!!!!
hmm, didnt buy merchandise today:(((( partly because we were abit late and most of the stocks are SOLD OUT:((((uber sad!!!!!
but...........someone's gonna go down to buy it for me tmr!!!:))))))))))
Anyway, the concert was a total success plus the animations were beautiful, seriously!!!!
according to brian, its 4D...tsk tsk stupid me!
there were like about 2 encores at the end eh:))))hahas abit unexpected...
the atmosphere was like totally damn high!!!!!i almost lost my voice!!!!
okay , after this concert, i found out that i was really emotional
still can cry=.=!! haix....nvm! good job jay!!!! rest well and do your best for the last one tmr!:)))))
Finally thank you so much for the priceless night!:))))))

Rest in peace

2010-07-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

YI PO passed away.........
she has suffered for 4 years without her two legs. Sometimes I really wonder how did she manage to do it, but haven't gotten any answer. I don't know whether I should be sad or take it that her suffering has ended but one thing I am sure, is that i miss her.
Though we weren't very close, I know she loves me a lot and it's my fault for not being able to see her for the last time when mummy told me that her condition is very critical. Well, maybe its just fated that i won't be seeing her.
It took me really hard to get over this period because it is my responsibility not to bring any personal matters to school. I thought I was able to carry myself really well, but now I doubt so. Mummy saw me crying:(

TODAY
went for yipo's funeral
It is the last day of her funeral. I told myself not to cry because mummy say if I cry, yi po won't leave peacefully. So I did my best not to cry. It was really hard, but at least I am proud to say I didn't, not a single drop. Musicians, and monks were invited to conduct the procession. I would say, it looked more like a wedding than a funeral, because the music were so loud. Luckily it's conducted in the landed properties area, if not i wonder if anybody could tolerate the loud music. So everything started at 2. Thereafter, we sent her to the crematorium. The whole atmosphere there was sad and solemn. I held back my tears really really hard, but no matter what, it just flowed. I can't bear to send her in. But very soon, her coffin was pushed in, and that was the last time i'd see her. All of us shouted, but she's gone. We cried, we called, we shouted, but she would never be back...............
不过所谓天下无不散之宴席，有聚必然就有散。I don't have to be sad, because she is still living in my heart. 她教会了我许多。就像这场出殡的仪式，当我看到她被推进火葬场，我才知道，原来人生是多末地可贵。如果世上没有生命，那该有多可怕。我也不敢想太多。

Thereafter, headed for school, as usual, for investiture rehearsal.
Many people asked if i was was okay, and then i started crying.
Thanks Mrs Tay, and Mrs Tan for understanding:) love you guys!
the rehearsal finished quite fast, and i went for rockfest.
OMG its so high! Despite my mood, it was really hard not to be as high. So we partied! and yes, i felt better after all that screaming, dancing and jumping
Thank you Vanessa, elaine and claudie:))))

finally I am ending my post! Rest in peace Yi po! I LOVE YOU!

2010-07-08T00:21:00.001+08:00

I saw you again.... not literally, but you appeared in my mind again.
I saw a rainbow while going home, not just part of it, its the full semi-circle....
It's really beautiful, i hope you get to see it too, and i hope it does remind you of something....
Sometimes I really wonder if i have given up totally, but reality tells me that i haven't...
I really hate myself for bringing you trouble again and again, making you worry and stuff. I promised myself that i won't but.........I am really sorry.
I don't know why everything I see reminds me of you, especially the rainbow....I'd really hope you remember why is it the rainbow that reminded me of you, because I do.
But there's nothing I can say now, for the future still remains uncertain. 但我真的很痛苦。 I'm not sure when will this end or if it would ever end, but i just hope that you would be still as happy...
对不起，我知道我能给的，却不是你想要的。

2010-06-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

PUS reminiscing TIME!!!!!!
i am back from PUS!!!!! okay, i am not really happy about that
but anyway, i am just relieved that i left PGPR:))) i will never step into PGPR again
want to know why????ask me personally:)

PUS was really fun!!!! i think its the best camp i have been to, seriously.
i really miss G20!!!
i dont know why, but its just nice being around them.
i guess its the humour , care, concern , blah blah...thats why
i am actually crying now!!!!argh!!!miss them too much uh!
which is why i am here to blog
i want to remember these memories!!!!
we have encountered so many things, scary stuff, funny stuff and played TRUTH OR TRUTH
okay, truth or truth was really dirty stuff HAHAHAS!!!! but its nice talking to them!!!!
now its love letter time!

TO Anthony,
WASSUUUPPPP!!!!!TO THE MAX uh!!!!!
hey bro, thanks for the ice cream uh, was really touched(awwww!!!!)
but too bad i couldn't taste anything at that point of time HAHAHS!!!!(was too scared)
OH ya, thanks for bringing so much joy to G20 and to me:))))) i wonder how would it be like if you were missing from G20:(((
but nevertheless, BFF!!!!love you!
next time htht arhs!

TO Priscilla,
yo girl!!!! i think you were my first best friend in PUS sia:)))
thanks alot for being such a caring gal yea, love you so much!!!!!!
and taking photos!!!!great photographer arhs!!!!
shit, i dont know what to say, i just couldn't say how much you mean to me uh!!!!!
anyway, last long with your bf uh:))))))
lastly, LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!

TO Jane,
hey janeeee Boop!!!! cute name given by me right!!!!wahahahahs!!!!
i know you love it lots!!!anyways thanks for being there for me uh...touched!!!
good luck for your SATS and As uh!!!!!jia you BOOOP!!!!!
LOVE YOU !!!!!eat more banana uh!!!

TO Grace,
hellos dearie grace!!!!!thanks for the prayers uh, really helped!!!!
at least i wasnt shivering after the prayers:)))thanks so much
you are a great leader man!!!!!!
hang out more with us okay!!!!love you so much!!!!!
and dont mug too much uh!!!!!tsk tsk:)))

TO Y2,
hellos know-it-all-1:) thanks for sharing all your knowledge arhs( yea i learnt alot, hahahas)
ehhs, dont so scared uh!!!!can go look for farhan:)
oh yea.... i miss truth or truth, you must teach me more okay:)
ehhs dont think wrong hors, doesnt have to be about you-know-what okay:)
meet up soon kkays!

TO Farhan,
hey know-it-all-2 cum "handsome" ,
okay larhs, i am only gonna say it once, its muscles!!!!!
okay i am done:) happy!!!!!
ehhs, about the thing(i think you will know what i am talking about), can you dont scare me!!!!
its so weird okay!!!!!
anyway, nice meeting you uh:)hahas, gonna call you if something happens to me :))))you better show your fake muscles okay!:)))

TO Junhao,
RUAN JING TIAN!!!!!!!omg you look like him okay:)at least a wee bit
you should feel honoured and stop denying okay
you have Shan Wu Shuang as a girlfriend lehhs
so stop denying okay:)
and i am surprised you are a J2!!!!!omg can
really surprised
anyways, nice knowing you:) though you dont open your mouth at all
*hinting*(pls say something uh!)

TO Timothy,
hellos, never talk to you much uh!!!!
but i know you are good at chapteh!!!!clever FIONA!!!!!
lalalalas!!!!hahas
anyway was nice talking to you at the TV room:)))))
get well soon:)

TO HIDAYAT!!!!!
yos girlfriend!!!!!miss talking to you!!!!
i mean suan-ing !!!!!
you haven't help me tie my tie!!!!sad uh!!!!:(((((
hahas!!!!ehhs boy, must be confident in yourself okay:)
dont be so quiet lers!!!!!you are a great person and a great leader!!!!
who plays cards with us in the middle of the night...tsk tsk!!!!!
hahas!!!!!meet up soon kkays
i am SOOOO going to bring my tie, and you'd better tie it!!!!

TO Kian Ming,
hellos another quiet boy....hows your 5-stones skills now???
want challenge again???!!!!
though didnt talk to you much, but i remember the "competition" time :))))
so tensed sia!!!!!esp. me=.=
ehhs meet up soon for a game of 5-stones kkays!!!!

TO Irina,
yo know-it-all-3, omg girl, you are really experienced!!!
and i am shocked to hear all that from you but nevertheless, i learnt alot:)
thanks arhss!!!!
need to talk to you more, so i will grow up!!!:)))))
see you really soon kkays!!!
got lots to catch up

TO Yanyi,
heys SLO!!!!
you are really fierce and tough uh!!!!!hahas!!!
no larhs just joking!!!!
heys you must come for the gathering next time okay!!!!
and dont be so quiet uh, we dont bite:)
so see you uh!!!!hope to see you really soon!

TO Sahaanah,
heys gal, thanks for accompanying me that night:)
love you uh!!!!!
meet up soon okays!!!!

TO Audre,
hey another know-it-all!!!!! nice meeting you uh!!!!
your experience also shocked me, really!!!!
hahas....now i feel so inexperienced and a small kid now:((((((((
hahas:))))anyway, see you soon okay!!!!

TO Charissa,
heys girl!!!!though i have never really spoke to you, i do remember you okay!!!!!
hmm, i thinking what to say!!!!hmmmmmmmmm..................
ok nvm, i shall talk to you when we meet!!!!
so meet up soon kkays!!!!

TO Annabeth,
yo NUS know-it-all!!!!!!
nice talking to you during truth or truth uh:))))
i bet you have more to share right!!!!
hahas...
do come for gatherings next time okay!!!!!

TO Tiong Ann,
yos TA!!!!!
i should talk to you more cos you seem so clever( looking at the amount of notes you took during the panel discussions and parallel presentations)
i am so impressed larhs can!!!!!!
yes i am!!!!hahas
so we better meet up soon kkays!!!!

yays!!!i am done with my love letters!!!!!
i dont know if anyone will get to read it but i just wrote it because i am afraid i will ever forget
anyone of us!!!!really!!!!
hmm...sounds sad uh!!!!hahas
well, thats what i wanna say to you guys
cos you are the ones who gave me so much fun and warmth during my 5 days in NUS, PGPR
yes i do mean it okay:)
are you guys touched!!!!:)(i know you are!!!esp. anthony)
anyway, meet up soon kkays!!!!
i am really missing the days from 31/5/2010 to 4/6/2010
i need you guys to cure my post PUS syndrome uh!!!!!
so shall stop here!!!!! and i remember this:

I got tights under my jeans and my jeans feel tight...
there's a pigeon on the pavement and the pigeon takes flight...
G-20 is going on a date, and i hope they won't get rape....
or kidnapped, or murdered, or pregnant!!!!(though some are:) wink)

i hope we'll be best of friends forever:)
my wish at 11.11:) love G-20!!!!

2010-04-08T22:14:00.002+08:00

back!!!!!
been so tired for the past few months
well, hmm i have got lots to blog about, but i suddenly don't have anything to write about...
hahas so contradicting....
anyway, i don't know whether its the pressure or something else, but memories start to come back.
Its like chunks and chunks of them.... what can i say?well, i cried....
I have no idea why but i just find myself very lucky. I have very good friends, good parents, good environment.......Why am i making everyone worry for me????????
The fact that i have so many great things makes me feel really useless now...
hmm i guess its the stress....wth, what am talking now?????okay i don't know
everything is super messy...haix nevermind, it'll get better:)
yes i am finished with my crying and tearing, blah blah blah:)felt much better
maybe i should actually cry more:)yes yes!
crying is GOOD!!!!!!
argh okay, i still have unfinished work
bye blog!
ta-da

2010-02-03T10:08:00.000+08:00

ROTTING IN PROGRESS

2010-01-30T00:38:00.002+08:00

woots so happie today
hmm school was.........okay ii am nice....er......good=.=
all we did was...cheers, queuing fer uniform, sing song, and CCA bazaar
rather mundane
aniwae, went fer dance trial
hmm, how long hav ii not been involved in dance???
wah....really long
yupps so...attended their so called class
stretched like a rubber band
and danced like some idiots
well, ii had a awesome tiime in there
okay, ii think ii am gonna take up modern dance!
yea yea!
so school ended at about 6
was uber tired due tuu the stretching
hahas but was worth it:)
went fer steamboat with GY after that
sorrie people fer making euu wait fer more than an hour
didnt meant tuu be late...really sorrie
had a great tiime with GY people
we laughed, gossiped,shouted blah blah
woo ii think we should come out more often
yupps cos it releases so much stress:)er...by laughing
however rather disappointed that juniors still cant blend into us
they were like in their own grps while we were trying tuu bond with them
haix...shouldnt this be bonding session fer juniors and seniors?????
hey juniors, talk tuu us kkays!!!

Next, ii wanna thank these ppl fer their birthdae wishes!!!
Anthony daddie
KL
Tricia
Ting Yu
Sing Check
Da Zhang
Alfred
Louise
Cynthia
Weiqian
Andy
Justin
Choon Wang
yuan Ning
mei wei
qiao qiao
clarissa
dominic
Juan
wen fen
wei jian
leonard
richard
jason
yong wei
mei xian
judy
jun ru
denny
wen jie
mae
maggie
stefanie
mei ling
ting ting
alvina
branda
deborah
fanny
dave
june
weiwen
fanny
thankies so much:)fer making my dae
super high right now
yars!!!thank alfred!!!!
ii cried lorhs
sorrie ii was home late
tmr tmr kkays
oh yea
the cake is great
ii cant believe its u first tiime:)
this also means da ge is a good teacher

Resolutions fer birthdae
-tuu sleep more(like at least 7 hours/day)
-work harder than ii did fer Os
-DANCE!!!!
-improve my photography skills
-eat more tian qi:)
-eat more vege(or maybe go vegetarian:))
-drink more water
-dun give up so easily
well ii guess thats all
will add on the list if ii think of somemore:)
sleeping soon
Ta-Da!

2010-01-28T22:47:00.005+08:00

Salvatore Ferragamo

Chanel Spring Collection

Celine

LOVEE EM

2010-01-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

II WAN THESE!!!!
FERRAGAMO FLATS

First Day Of School

2010-01-28T21:34:00.002+08:00

hmm how long have ii not posted anything on my blog???
yupps its been a long tiime
therefore ii decided tuu force myself tuu sit down and get my fingers working
Ok! ii was posted tuu SRJC
rather disppointed
but ii noe veri well ii will get thru the appeal tuu TPJC...woots
aniwae the reason why ii didnt get into TPJC was because of the alphabetical order thing
forget it, ii dun wan talk about it animore, it'll make miie feel worse
ii should really change my name...tsktsk
dun noe if ii should stay in SR or transfer tuu TP
the decision is really difficult tuu make
let miie weigh them
SRJC:
-fun
-ppl are more helpful?
-less competition
-far(means need tuu wake up early)
-good environment
TPJC:
-near(10-15 mins walk)
-restricted
-competition
-likely tuu meet selfish ppl(since the competition is so great)
-less fun(cos less activties)
well, ii still dun noe wad tuu choose
sigh(killed an angel)hahas
wadeva it is....leave it tuu fate
well, ii think ii hav a good future at SRJC
hahas
ok, first day of schoolXD
rather excited,and reached there early
wad can ii sae?hmm, ii think those JC2s are uber enthu...tsk
fancy welcoming us when we stepped into the school
ii so shocked and ps as ii walk into the school
oh yea, and guess who ii saw there
YUDHA, CHUN CHANG, BOON KIAT, SHIRLEY, JEREMIAH, DING WEI
ii wasnt shocked cos ii knew it all along=.=

their so called orientation was...bleahx...a butt-torturing experience
we sat on the floor fer uber long
er like few hours?
lastly were still congratulated fer being able tuu sit fer so long
tsk tsk
ii hope tmr will be different

yea yea good news!
ii am out of CO
going fer modern dance trial tmr:)
dun noe if ii could make it...
the JC2s are really awesome
GWH lehhs...unbelievable!
hahas so ii hope ii will be able tuu get in:)

1st choice SUBJ COMBI
chem2
maths2
econs2
bio2

2nd choice SUBJ COMBI
chem2
maths2
econs2
bio1

3rd choice SUBJ COMBI
chem2
maths2
econs2
phy1

1st choice pls!!!
okay shall go sleep
TA-DA

2010-01-04T00:38:00.003+08:00

Finally, after four days of volunteer work
it's REST TIME!!!!!
hav been real busy these days...tsk tsk
standing whole day long
well, also not forgetting the slacking tiimes when JY and miie
walked the whole of metro despite the fact that we noe we hav better things tuu do
slept late, woke early
ya and my eyes are like the panda's one now=.=
super duper tired...
but ii am surprised that ii still hav the energy tuu blog
actually its jus simply because ii jus finish bathing, so can't sleep
aniwaes, its such a great experience doing volunteer work at expo
most of the volunteers are nice people...
yes and ii hav changed my impression of aunties
ii do not find them irritating anymore:)
yea met great people, made good friends namely JIA YI, GWEN and SHERRY
ehhs all younger than miie....haix
why did ii grow up so fast????tsk tsk
nevertheless, still had a wonderful tiime with them
and ii realised that younger generations are getting from bad tuu worse
no big no small....so disrespectful
plus act cool...wth
so disappointed
jus today, met an indian guy named Hemanth
he is super cocky, keep asking miie if ii got bf
somemore added that being in a relationship is cool...
ii mean, wads so cool????
BGR so wad???? big deal????
no BGR will die mehhs, will get condemned meh???tsk tsk
ii think Singapore better attract more foreign talents
cos kids now jus can't make it
well aniwaes, Jia yi, miie,sherry,gordon,dexter, jia jun etc
dislikes him...yea yea
or should ii sae everybody...
tsk tsk
oh ya....ii finally made frens with auntiies and uncles namely karen,ah guang, hui wun, and the emal uncle(ii didnt ask fer his name)
ya and ii admire the emal uncle most:)
he's damn sociable lorhs... love him:)
okay this is fer miie tuu remember, ii received flowers today
woots...
from 3 people:) love them
yea yea!!!!!!happie!!!!
and lastly ii wanna sae sorrie tuu those whom ii hav neglected....
yea ii am too busy and tired tuu reply ur sms-es and return ur calls
so sorrie....pls dun mind ya:)
okay last one, ii am flying off on the 5th:)
hmm...which is one day away and ii haven got the tiime tuu pack my stuff...gosh!!!
shall go now:)
toodles

2009-12-25T00:18:00.012+08:00

sorrie bloggie, didnt want tuu abandon euu fer so long...
so here ii am blogging...
well wad do ii wanna write about...
hmm ii guess lets reminisce bout the past ya
ii noe its a weird tiime but anyway
this post's gonna be my trip tuu Hong Kong Disneyland this year
ii dun wanna make any comparison so....yea every disneyland is jus as good:D
this tiime ii had a companion- MISS KAI LYNN
yea...really happie tuu re-visit the place again
well, moreover it's with one of my best friends
however due tuu the LARGE amount of tiime fer QUEUING
tuu take pics with mickey, minnie, chip & dale
we are onli left with hmm.....veri little? tiime tuu play and explore
hong kong disneyland definitely isn't big, neither is it small
so........ guess wad, we still didn't manage tuu' conquer' the place
thats the first unlucky thing...
okay now comes the second one,
as everyone noes.....
Hong Kong is experiencing winter right now
ii remembered the temp. then was.....about 19 degrees
not cold, neither warm
good weather....but mishaps do happen when travelling during winter
IT RAINED!!!!!
the downpour kinda dampened our moods
cos it jus happened slightly before the fireworks starts.... real unlucky=.=
we're humans too....we need the shelter...
so shopaholics like us.....muahahahas
SHOP!!!!! on the main street of USA:)
well....as expected, CROWDED
people weren't there tuu shop but fer shelter=.=
can't blame...its raining CATS AND DOGS
but no matter wad, ii am so gonna watch the fireworks
ii am there not jus tuu relive my childhood but also tuu watch the fireworks
so.....stood near the sheltered areas though also drenched
third unlucky thing
since it's raining, II CAN'T TAKE OUT MY CAMERA FER PHOTOS=.=
damn sad
well ii didn't pay HKD$350=SGD$60+
fer nothing...but wad tuu do????
haix....yea, but ii insisted on watching it anyway despite being drenched
so poor kai lynn has tuu accompany miie:)weee...
totally enjoyed it
great show!!!!
they coordinated the setting of the fireworks and the music really well
hmm everything was well planned- ii mean the music
ii cant help but feel touched
ii hoped euu were around
ii remembered going there three tiimes before
each tiime , ii imagined euu were beside miie, watching it with miie
and when each show ends, ii would feel warm, loved and cared
but there wasn't anytiime euu were around
despite that, ii felt the same way
hmm maybe ii am too obsessed with fairytales
ii literally tot 'if euu keep on believing, the dream that euu wish will come true'
but ii never happened....
ii think this year is worse...
ii can't even think about it, because euu are not mine anymore
tears rolled down then...am ii sad???ii dun noe
ii couldn't even comprehend wad was happening
did ii really lose euu???or are euu jus....ii dun noe
ii can still vividly remember the feeling
but....no one would care....not anymore
Nevertheless, ii wouldn't stop believing
ii wanna remain in this fairyland world
when others are around, ii return tuu the reality
when ii am alone, ii go back tuu my own fairyland
well isn't that good???
ii am not running away from reality
but being in my own world makes miie cut all ties with the reality
onli then can ii relax
hmm....well maybe ii hav turned into some crazy person???hahas
ridiculous....tsk tsk
ii am still miie:D
ii actually watched the fireworks on youtube today
yea...there are of course differences between watching on screen
and live but....feelings are the same
maybe thats why memories came back again
and thats why the birth of this post
hmm...okok back tuu the topic
the main point is we bought alot of stuff:D
yea yea....people euu can come and claim ur presents:)ANYTIIME
though didnt do much in disneyland but jus queuing
ii would sae ii had a marvellous tiime in there
yes yes...ii forgot all my troubles
ii was once again a child
in a "small world"
where everyone seems so friendly, so sincere
ii was brought up with the companionship of disney
it gave miie wonderful memories
even now...it's still creating memories fer miie
fer people of all ages
if one day its gonna end, ii dun noe wads gonna happen tuu miie
it'll be as if my homeland is gone
yes it's that serious
ii do wanna admit that ii never wanna grow up
but ii noe that's not gonna be the case...haix
so foolish of miie..but ii will KEEP BELIEVING
jus like walt disney (though he's dead)
ending my post soon
with lots of love
ii wanna sae
THANK YOU SO MUCH WALT DISNEY!!!!II LOVE EUU!!!!!
yea ii am tearing=.= again=.=
sobs sobs
oh ya ii got a wish....
ii wanna have a fairytale wedding!!!!!ii wan disney!!!!

PS ii wanna work at disneyland!!!ii wanna see fireworks everyday!!!!
haix ii really envy those hu work there
they get tuu see mickey and frens
everyday and not tuu forget FIREWORKS!!!!
plus the wonderful music
okay, also SHOPPING
KL saes she also wanna work there...actually is ii 'forced' her tuu
she sae they'll wanna hire us cos we can speak english and chinese
better than the local people:)
ii mean of course larhs
we are such big fans of disney
er KL is onli a fan of Chip and Dale
argh nvm...
ii will make sure ii get tuu work thereXD
santa, would euu please help????

aniwae,enjoy:D
oh ya , the video here is abit slow
meaning the music and video doesn't coordinate
sorrie ya:)
actually ii doubt anyone will watch except miie
but ii love watching
and thats the important partXD
TOODLES:D

2009-12-13T23:46:00.002+08:00

yea yea, ii haven't been bloggin...
ii noe ii noe
hmm jus too lazy...
there's lots of things tuu blog about
but these lazy fingers of mine decided not tuu move a single inch
so NO POSTS SO FAR
aniwae...
its his birthdae today...
ii guess and ii hope ii am the last tuu wish him...
cos someone once did that tuu miie
he saes tuu wish last is tuu be remembered
so...yea ii hope ii am the last...
hmm ii hope euu are still as happie as before...
well, ii cant help but sigh and sigh
but ii noe things will never be the same anymore
of course ii do hope fer the better
but nevertheless
some memories cant be forgotten no matter how much ii try
yes yes, ii am lucky
ii am lucky cos ii am overseas
at least, life is easier here
everything is planned fer
ii am kept busy everyday
from day till night
.....lucky miie.....
ii wonder wad will become of miie when ii return
will ii still be the same???
hahas ii guess ii hav not rested enough
ii dun noe...
hmm...............

2009-11-30T19:37:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!!ii am gonna die of BOREDOM ler!!!!!!!
So bored lorhs….food not nice, nothing tuu watch, nothing tuu read….sian!!!!!
This is the first time ii hate flying…GOD!!!! Really regret choosing CX
Wad a waste!!!! Air fare so ex, then experience this kind of service…
Okay ii noe ii am a critic… but its true lorhs…ii hate this!!!!
Oh daddie, can we change tuu SQ when we go back tuu S’pore????
i hate flying on CX !!!!
ii noe ii am a complain queen…but ii jus cant help it…
Still got about 40 mins more sia

Die die!!!!!

Okay….shall rot…

Happie rotting tuu miie

2009-11-30T18:55:00.000+08:00

Bloggin on the plane now
Seriously ii have nothing tuu do so decided tuu blog:)
Heys Raymond, ii already finish reading the driving theory book lers…
Euu can test miie anytimeXD
Okay, the plane is experiencing serious turbulence now….
The whole plane is shaking like dun noe wad…hahas
ii wonder will ii jus die now….hahas
no larhs…ii hope not
ii wanna die peacefully lorhs=X
ii am listening tuu songs from itunes while blogging
ii cant help but think of euu…haix
Well ii am getting giddy lers….so shall stop fer now
Aniwaes the estimated time of arrival is 8:14pm
But ii think sure delay ders tsk tsk
Now the plane is flying across south china sea

Bye people:)

2009-11-30T15:30:00.015+08:00

Blogging from the airport now…

Wth, didn’t manage tuu get any seats on SQ…

All seats are sold out, so haix, was forced tuu take CX instead

The food on CX is really OMG lorhs… BAD!!!!! Well ii guess ii have tuu survive on the plane without food….

God….ARGH….haix

Really nothing tuu sae now

i noe ii should have left long time ago, but….

i guess ii wun be able tuu see euu anymore…

Even if ii do, ii dun noe how tuu react tuu it anyway

Well, ii noe ur book is still with miie….but actually ii dun wish tuu return tuu euu…

i wan it fer keepsake…haix

Now that euu have her, its time fer miie tuu give up and move on…

i am not sure if ii can do it….but ii hope it isn’t gonna be tough

i remember euu will alwaes email miie when ii am overseas

But ii didn’t bother tuu reply…ii am sorrie

i jus dunno wad tuu reply

Aniwaes ii noe ii wun be receiving any lers… well ii still hope euu are alright in s’pore

Do take care yaJ Ii am leaving at 4…so see euu …..

Will continue blogging despite my absence in Singapore

Do take care kkays everyone

TO DERRICK:

Will peii euu larhs…dun emo liao

Cheer up kkays…

Ii will be back veri soon…hahas(ii guess)

Anything, look fer miie on MSN kkays:0

TO RAYMOND:

Yo woman!!!!!!dun miis miie….hahas

Come back lers then peii euu watch movie lorhs

dun forget my lumpy and stitch

Oh ya, 200 sit ups per day is not enough…

Euu wun get any slimmerXD

Will still be as fat

So see ya , FAT PIG

TO ANT DAD:

Ehhs daddie, wad clothes euu wan ????ii dun noe how tuu choose fer euu lehhs….

So ii anyhow buy arh:P

ugly also must wear hors…no excuse:P

Oh ya and thanks fer the koala bear…but sorrie ii cant bring it with miie…

Cos bag no space….sorrie ya

But will miss euu ders…. Bye PAPA!!!!!(wah another blue colour note liaos)

PAPA X1000000000(yays….now got 1000000000 blue colour notes liaos:)

ii am rich!!!!hahas

TO ETU:

Yo gal…hows ur job going ?????sorrie dun hav time tuu visit and di siao euu

Hahas….

do take care kkays gal

oh ya remember tuu take care of tutu!!!!

TO JAMES:

Heys..euu never answer my call ytd lorhsss tsk tsk….how can sia

And hors never talk tuu miie

II HATE EUU!!!!hahas jkjk

ii dun care!!!! Euu mus peii miie go out one day when ii cum back

Ehhs mus jyjy fer studies ya

and take care

TO ZOER:

Okay ii noe euu wun visit my blog, or maybe euu dun even noe ii hav a blog…hahas But jus wanna sae II MISSSSSS EUUU SO MUCH lorhs…. No worries ii will find the sunglasses , the spray and the lip gloss fer euu

Dun forget our date on christmas eve ya

TO LAKS:

Heys gal… haven had the time tuu thank euu fer ur help fer my make up fer prom

Okay so here goes>>>>>> THANKS GAL!!!!!!X10000000000000 Hehe…euu like the body spray ii hav right???? ii will sure help euu find

Take care kkays

TO DOUBLES:

Hey kids=.=...okok not kids but BFFs

Sorrie fer not having able tuu spend time with euu guys…

Really sorrie….we go out when ii come back kkays

Mus miss miie hors

love euu guys so much!!!!!

TO FOOD PEOPLE:

hey yo....

envious of miie right????ii am so gonna eat all the nice food overseas

muahahas:P

yvonne: ii wun forget the snacks euu wan larhs...no worries...

Jacob:nan ren....stop bullying miie liao larhs

keep saying ii fat....euu are no better lorhs...oh ya euu haven tell miie wad euu wan lehhs....tell miie soon kkays

Jan: ii order the chocs lers....next week then ii go collect ya:D

Mark: MACAROONS!!!!ii noe ii noe:)

Vinson: euu're the best liaos...so wad euu wan lehhs???

ii noe euu like crabs, how about some crab snack???? email miie kkays

okay so people...ii guess ii didnt er....forget wad euu requested right???

if yes ,pls tell miie kkaysXD

TO DA GE, ER GE, SAN GE

Thanks fer the pressie

Love it man

And also thanks fer the accompaniment ….dun worry there’ll be pressies fer euu guys when ii am back Miss miie hors….ii will also miss euu guys ders….

LOVE, mei mei

TO BEN:

heys...dun ever think that ur frens are abandoning euu larhs

aiyo...we're not lehhs:)

oh ya...the IQ thingy...

god...ii only got 22/40

tsk tsk...

when i come back, ur turn tuu be tested liaos:)

do take care kkays...euu are not alone:)

can look fer miie anytiime

so see ya

erm and take care of doggy:)

Okay….its almost time tuu board the plane….see ya guys

Will miss all of euu!!!!!

2009-11-22T00:17:00.003+08:00

Love Paradise

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life our love paradise

You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life our love paradise

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life our love paradise

2009-11-20T11:29:00.003+08:00

loves this song

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

2009-11-20T10:49:00.003+08:00

having mixed feelings now
haix...the worse thing that could ever happen tuu miie jus happened
well, the worse dream ii ever had came true...
ii jus dreamt about it yesterday and it happened today
hmm...wad can ii do
cry lers, heart broke lers, sad lers
nothing happens
why are things all coming at one go???
ii really cant take it lers...
why are euu the one ii love most and the one who hurts miie most???
intially ii thought there will still be chances but now its all gone
ii can onli hold on tuu the things euu gave tuu miie last tiime
fer now, ii will let euu go
so do make sure she loves euu
well, ii guess ii'll be alright after sometiime
megan dun worry kkays...
ii can still hold on fer now
ii am a brave gal jus like wad euu alwaes sae
so believe in miie ya:)
haix...
boy, pls be happie alwaes okay
cherish this relationship:)
ii wish euu happiness:)
thanks fer the memories euu gave tuu miie
and lastly ii love euu

2009-11-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!!!
ii am so frustrated now!!!!!
haix everything jus doesn't seem right.
is it just miie???
well, having a splitting headache right now
hmmm...wads wrong????
aniwaes met with an accident today...
it's jus kinda suay lorhs...haix
luckily nobody is hurt...
hmm...ii really hav no mood right now...
supposed tuu meet zoer and laks fer manicure
but cancelled cos of the accident...
and still get beaten...wth lorhs
ii didn't make a single noise
and get scolded and beaten
wad a brutal mom ii hav...
she said that ii didn't care fer her...blah blah blah
well if ii heck care, ii wouldn't hav cancelled my appointment,
wouldn't have helped tuu call the car repair company, wouldn't
hav stayed at home the whole day...and JUS TUU GET SCOLDED
wad is this????
when she finish scolding, come talk tuu miie nicely...
why????because she needs my help=.=
and after that, get scolded again fer being on the phone
and not listening tuu her 'scoldings and woes'
who's there fer miie when ii hav troubles, when ii am having a bad mood???
NOT HER...
wad right has she got tuu sae about miie
everytiime ii talk tuu her, she does listen
but the next minute.....
she talks about something else
hey...who in the world listens like that???
isn't it obvious that she wasn't even paying attention???
ii hav been living with this fer 16 years
and ii onli complain tuu myself
ii am the one who suffers...well does she noe???
ii wouldn't sae ii am always there fer her..
but at least ii make it a point tuu listen
no matter how boring it is, ii am still listening
wad about her????
of course ii wun deny the fact that she does love miie,
she does everything fer miie...
but her approach is so not suitable lorhs
she keeps saying she is like my maid
well if she is jus my maid
would ii even care tuu listen tuu her???
how can she scold miie fer no reason???
jus because she's in a bad mood???
NO WAY lorhs
ii am not some punching bag
fer her tuu blast her fists at miie when she is in a bad mood or
got irritated by others...wth!!!!!!
well maybe that's my life, it's fated
will never ever change...
shall jus accept...
ii hope tuu grow up soon...
i dun wanna depend on her, or should say, my parents
fer now...haix jus work hard
its really a moody day today...
haix
well haix...ii miss him
but he doesn't even seem tuu care
ii guess he mus be enjoying life now...hahas
aniwaes...wish him luck bahxx
ii jus hope he'll be happie
wad else can ii do???
ii noe ii mus give up sooner or later...
but ii jus cant bear tuu do so
ii hav been thinking alot these days
but nothing except him and our memories comes tuu my mind
maybe ii should jus give up and move on
ii dun noe...
this seems tuu be the best way
but it ain't easy at all
haix...isn't there a better way
that doesn't even hurt at all???
well...fer now, jus continue enduring the pain
ii hope it'll get better soon:)
thats it fer now...haix
TA-DA

2009-11-16T07:45:00.003+08:00

okay here's the request fer a 'testimonial' by raymond...
hmm wad should ii write???
he jus requested that ii should emphasise the fact that he is a nice guy
(actually should be nice woman lorhs:))
well so here goes:
Raymond Ong Yuan Lin
is a super duper nice woman but actually, also
one that keeps bullying miie ...tsk tsk bad bad
hmm wad else???
okay larhs , sae some nice things
erm he's a 'devoted' and 'helpful'
volunteer in golden pagoda
and hmm...kinda rather playful at tiimes
he's lousy in talking cos everytiime also can't win miie
hahas LOUSY
also, he's a sore loser cos he keep saying it's because
he dun wanna argue with miie
tsk tsk...noob...hahas
well lastly ...he requested miie tuu write something extra...
but ii shall not do so
na na ni pu pu:)
hahas
so shall end here
happy now????MISS RAYMOND ONG YUAN LIN

2009-11-15T20:05:00.029+08:00

Yo ii am here tuu blog again:)
guess where am ii????hahas by the pool side
zoer is swimming and ii am using the comp
cool eh...so, its the the second day after Os and
muahahahas ii hav already enjoyed a lot :)
now here goes tuu wad happen this 2 days

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chem paper....hmm
not easy , not difficult, still manageable
but haix...ii am really not sure of my results
usually ii can predict them but definitely not this tiime
oh gosh!!!!!
hahas
after the chem paper is personal SHOPPING tiime with Zoer:)
first, went home tuu sleep and yupps, did my make up, change and went down tuu town after that
so excited sia:)
so we went tuu etude house first, was supposed tuu buy eyeliner but it was sold out
damn !!!even plaza sing also dun hav the stock
hmm sian....
aniwaes...bought blusher,mascara,and lipstick there
well spent about $70 over and muahahaha
ii got etude house's lifetime membership, poster of lee min ho(ahhhh!!!!so shuai!!!!), the pink pen, the two cute cupcake towels and a sample of a skincare product:)
hmm...after that, went tuu ngee ann city
well, we were supposed tuu look fer jobs in JUICY COUTURE but
haix didnt dare tuu ask cos the salesperson is a guy
so..kinda paiseh=.=
and didnt ask...tsk tsk
then, waited fer derrick there
oh ya he lost his way...hahas
well nevermind about that
but hahas we went tuu our fav place
GOSSIP PLACE
er thats not the name of the "restaurant"
but ii named it the gossip place cos zoer and miie like tuu gossip there while enjoying
the food:)ii noe it's kinda an insult tuu the food...hahas
but no choice
hmm so introduced derrick tuu that place...
mmmmm nice food
the spaghetti is superb!!!!yum yum!!!!
and hahas dessert is......da-da blueberry cheesecake!!!!
hmm its so sweet!!!!
after that, walked around ion with derrick and zoer
and of course we browsed through almost all the shops
hahas and stupid derrick keep asking miie try the clothes...tsktsk
luckily ii never try any:)
well thereafter, he left us..
one reason is because his toe hurt....(ii think must be bleeding lers...poor thing)
another one is because...muahahahas
ii going fer a sleepover...weeeeee!!!!!
yupps so after he left, zoer and ii went tuu swensens cos our legs were too tired
and we kinda craved fer ice cream...so......
WE ORDERED CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!!!!!!
hmm rather tasty....
ii would give 6/10 fer the whole experience
cos the service there is so bad...
the waiter brought us tuu some ulu corner and
didnt even serve any drinks
its jus pathetic!!!!moreover, the air con there was so strong that the cholcolate cant even melt and the candle keep going off
pisssed sia...so changed table lor...thank god, still got table fer us despite it is full house that day
yepppp...and we kinda made a mess
cos after finishing, we 'dump' the melted ice cream into the chocolate..
uber yucky....
aniwaes photos are coming:)

DISGUSTING RITE!!!!

okay next one is 'camwhorin' in ion toilet:)

...so this marks the end of our 131109!!!!!happie day!!!

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so many things happened
first, its about mummy...ask miie personally and ii may tell euu:) funny incident aniwae:)
second, someone come ask fer my no.
its jus so weird cos this situation kinda wun happen in the temple der lorhss
so yea...veri surprised
so...made a new fren- RAYMOND( nah!!!!ii mention ur name liao)
third, three pek cek people...super HATE prom!!!!
fourth, ii got harrassed by someone in the middle of the night...argh!!! hate it
fifth, derrrick is sad
sixth, laks got 'scolded' by her mum
well thats all
hmm actually not that
bad afterall cos its shopping with zoer and lakshmy fer PROM
hahas zoer hates the word PROM and ii have been irritating her with it
good miie!!!:)
so we went tuu eighteen chefs fer lunch...yummy!!!!!the baked rice...tsk tsk
'best-est'ever...yumyum!!!
however,was quite disappointing while shopping and super pek cek cos they cant find their dress and ii cant find my shoes and clutch bag even after hours and hours of walking and browsing in orchard...
shopping , in my life was never so torturous...but because of the damn prom...haix
wad can ii do????
tsk tsk...tiime is running out lorhs
zoer saes if she can find her dress, she's gonna skip prom=.=
hahas and she better not...if not....hehehehehe
aniwaes we went tuu far east, ion, paragon and wisma...
hahas and....
bought make up again
but ii also bought a super 'vintagie' bag...
hmm...love it:)
make up from Sephora and bag from far east
the salesperson in sephora is so cool
he was like 'euu should buy this this this and this...its good,so ii get it fer euu kkays'
and the next moment, the makeup is in the basket...
win liao lorhs
make miie spend so much...tsk tsk
hahas nevermind=.=
well at last laks and zoer managed tuu find their prom dress in paragon-promod
...hmm not as expensive as ii thought...
so its kinda worth it:)
they didnt buy aniwae cos they sae they wanna think about it first...
and yupps
went tuu swensens fer dinner again:)
this tiime, ii no mood liao...cos of something that happened tuu derrick...haix
boy, pls cheer up...dun brood over that matter liao
she reject euu is her own loss
so dun sad kkays:)
haix another sad thing is laks get scolded by her mum...
tsk her mum is unhappy that laks keep going out tuu have fun
hmm, well ii mean if euu go out not tuu have fun, go out fer wad???
aniwae....hope nothing bad happens
well her mum even threatened tuu call zoer and miie tuu ask
why our parents let us go out
hmm...haix, ii am really afraid that her mum will call
haix...shall not think too much
so yupps the day ended again:/
and heres more 'camwhoring' photos

and tada...the day ended again:/

151109
still looking at my dear zoer swimming...hahas
she came tuu my house tuu swim, visit the steam room:)
so....going offline lers:)

ii wanna go tuu the steam room fer steam bath
hahas
STEAM ROOM HERE II COME:)

so Ta-Da:)
ii shall go enjoy myself...

2009-11-13T09:40:00.000+08:00

IT'S ALL OVER!!!!WOOTS

2009-11-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

bio paper was super duper.....
tricky lorhs...tsk tsk
haix A1 really plus stamp plus chop gone...haix
ii got confused about ADH...win liaos
hmm...but aniwae, ii went tuu IKEA today
hahas and came back with big and small bags...
hahas bought alot of stuff
the one ii am most proud of is the star LIGHTS XD
super duper nice lorhs:)
hahas ...now my mirror has some decor on it ler....woots
and..........
TMR IS MY LAST PAPER
CHEM:/
hope tmr goes well
cos haix friday the 13th lehhs
tsk tsk
how how how?????
super unlucky...
oh ya
went swimming with zoer , laks and syed ytd!!!!!
fun fun fun....
went tuu steam room too!!!
wah mus go often lers
cos my face is super smooth after the steam bath
UBER FUN!!!!
but poor laks
forgot tuu bring her wallet home
somemore she was rushing home
worse thing is her phone no batt...
sui lorhs
haix...
but she's alright now
at least her mother didnt really scold her...phew
next tiime when she goes home late, mus make sure she tells her mother
beforehand:)
aniwaes...shopping shopping shopping tmr:)
so ii shall enjoy my beauty sleep now:)

TA-DA

2009-11-10T23:18:00.001+08:00

II AM HUNGRY!!!!!!

2009-11-10T22:53:00.002+08:00

ii'm really tired...really really tired
even louise says ii ought tuu take a rest...haix
well, wad else can ii do???
ii guess ii've been taking things too seriously
so maybe it's tiime fer miie tuu rest
ii dun noe wad tuu do now
haix...aniwaes O's is ending
ii should be super happie but
it seems like it's not happening tuu miie
rather, ii feel the emptyness
before O's, ii hav something tuu work hard fer
but now, ii really hav no idea
even if ii were tuu rest, ii can't possibly put everything aside
it's really hard fer miie tuu do so...haix
II AM SERIOUSLY GONNA LOOK FER THINGS TUU DO!!!!

PHYSICS PAPER 01
hmm easy paper...
but ii think ii found several mistakes
argh...sian
didn't dare tuu compare answers with other in case
my mood is ruined...haix
but hmm at least, its over
yea!!!tiime tuu forget wad's hpg,mgh,FxD, VI blah blah blah:)

HIGHER CHINESE
paper 1 was so-so
at least ii comfortably manage tuu finish
ii would't sae ii wrote veri well
but hmm 个案题 and 演讲稿
wans't in any of the 5 qns
so phew!!!!
To the next year's HCL batch: good luck and pray that 个案题 and 演讲稿 wun come out
cos it's really difficult!!!and euu guys are veri 危险
cos 个案题 veri long nvr come out lers，so jyjy bahxx :)
okay paper2 is the difficult one...
ii seriously have no idea wad ii was writing
the passage, hmm wasn't that difficult tuu understand but
tsk tsk.. THE QUESTIONS!!!
all 4 marks ders
cannot write too long, cannot write too short
sia larhs...hate it
argh
so paper 2 should be gone lers
ii jus hope paper 1 will be of help...oh pls pls pls

ahahah, nevermind about that lers
but laks,syed and zoer are coming tmr after chem:)
yea yea...we are so gonna work out in the gym:)
aniwaes bio lesson is cancelled
ii noe ii shouldn't be happie
hahas but ii cant help it:)
at least ii can sleep more

oh ya!!!!miss ang is pregnant
should be 4 months already
congrats sia:)
happie fer her
at last her wish came true:)
ii knew it since last week but hahas
stupid miie, totally forgot about it
so ya, congrats cher:)

and
TA-DA:)

2009-11-07T00:02:00.010+08:00

BIO paper was....
not difficult, but not that easy either...
expected topics didnt come out...gosh
ii think paper 1 is gonna be super difficult!!!!DIE
aniwaes laks, zoer and syed came tuu my house:)
we were watching movies while CURLING HAIR:)
laks is really an expert... hmm not only an expert but
professional too
ii think she can either be a make-up artist or hairdresser
tsk tsk....TALENTED
hmm and ii curled my hair!!!!all done by her...
great job man :)

shall post some photos:P

hahas fun day!!!!
aniwaes, mae, winnie, mag, jean and mei juan
is at my house fer sleepover!!!!hahas
was a last minute decision
hahas
but ii have tuu go tuu school tmr
EARLY IN THE MORNING!!!!
means CANNOT SLEEP LATE..ARGH
and ii haven do the paper 1 worksheets yet...sure get scolded lers...haix
NVM
shall go tuu bed now!!!!
TA-DA

2009-11-04T23:36:00.001+08:00

10 DAYS MORE TUU GO:)

2009-11-04T23:34:00.002+08:00

OH YA
does anybody have sentosa cove/orchard road /shenton way????
ii mean the MacDonalds monopoly thing????

2009-11-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

BACK:)
PHYSICS
wa lao super difficult can...ii dun even understand wad the qn is asking
now ii have so many marks gone
ii am SO DEAD!!!!
argh...the paper was so unexpected lorh pls
those that should come out, didnt come out
and ii wasted my tiime studying
aniwaes STUPID FIONA!!!
ii initially thought geog is the morning paper then physics is the afternoon one
but turn out tuu be the other way round
so unlucky can!!!!
should have checked my tiime table
haix so ii spent the whole night studying for geog , only tuu realise ii should be chiong-ing physics since ii never even touch the textbook fer so long
so POOR MIIE, only realised this at about 11pm when ii was packing my stuff
haix, then study lorhs...until 2-3 plus...tsk tsk
so tired
paper in the morning somemore
haix
but still finished studying aniwaes

GEOGRAPHY
ii dun whether tuu sae its easy or wad
hmm...should be so-so bahxx
not that 'unanswerable'
so ...yep had the tiime tuu finish the paper:)
but my A is so not secured lorhs
wth...haix...

TMR IS MY HOLIDAY AGAIN:)
hahas but gotta study bio...and clarissa is coming:)
gonna have a fun tiime again:)
ii hope bio can do well bahxx
my most confident subj sia...
though didnt get top few
but ii was rather satisfied:)
so mus get A1 fer bio!!!!

Oh ya, ii got so many things tuu blog today...hahas
went tuu mac fer breakfast during the break between the papers
and ii had a great tiime 'studying' there with zoer, laks and syed
hahas so fun:)
we talked about so many things
hahas and they are coming tuu my house on friday
tuu try out the hair curler,
so we could use it fer prom:)
so excited now...
er not fer prom
but fer the things we gonna do after O's- shopping:)
argh cant contain my excitement now:)muahahahahas

but ii am supposed tuu sleep cos
ii didnt sleep much ytd
and also , ii am forced by someone mean, and a turtle
hu calls miie wu gui=.=
argh...
signing off
TA-DA

2009-11-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

LOVE THIS:)

2009-11-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

11 DAYS MORE
and ii am still counting down:P

2009-11-02T20:55:00.001+08:00

TODAY
TIRING arhs!!!okay nvm...today's SS paper and chem paper was hmm....seemingly easy:)
didn't expect such an easy paper
and muahahahas GLOBALISATION CAME OUT!!!!
super happy:) ii thought venice was gonna come out but nevertheless ii still chiong globalisation
and luckily it really came out..phew
but easy also no use cos ii didnt finish the paper lorhs
dunno whether is my hand chou jin or it jus cant write...ARGH!!!!
ii wrote super slow today...haix
there goes another A...
hmm chem was okok larhs
not really veri easy but surprisingly ii manage tuu finish the whole of section A within jus
30 mins...clever eh:)
but there were still unexpected qns
like how the hydrogen fuel generate electricity
aniwaes stupid qn
hahas and ii gave a stupid answer too:)

UBER TIRED NOW
tomorrow is a holiday!!!
as in my holiday:)
no paper tmr:)
haix but got tuu chiong physics and geog
poor miie:/
hmm but ii was rather happie today...
woots SS down:)
can forget everything about BONDING, BLAH BLAH BLAH
who cares man:)

okay shall write about YTD
hmm had a great tiime with clarissa
we were studying in the study room and
before we came in, someone was using the room
and yupp, was a cute little gal and ii think her tuition teacher
she was learning chinese
waaa the teacher damn fierce lorhs
when her student cannot write the han zi then she scold her and ask her tuu write twenty tiimes
wth...so strict fer wad sia
people ii think onli 6 years old nia lorhs
poor thing
aniwaes after that we went tuu the sofa...
and haix saw a bizarre of stuffs:/
so distracting
because the blinds were not drawn and if anybody walks pass,
sure will look in..tsk tsk
moreover, it was facing the entrance of the changing room
waa...okay ii dun wanna say lers
digusting!!!
hahas
but had a great tiime talking and studying:)
oh ya derrick was supposed tuu come
but he cant make up his mind and ii also reply him late
so....ya he stayed at home and rot:)

OKAY ii wanna watch tv lers!!!!
nites!!!!!(in advance)

2009-10-30T21:46:00.002+08:00

A maths paper 2 was a total disaster
cos ii can't do the qns. ESP. BINOMIAL AND D2Y/DX2
ii interpret the qn wrongly
wth lorhs...sad sia...so wasted
those qns ii sure can do de lorhs, but ii interpret wrongly
ii realli hate myself now...ii told myself not tuu cry
but tears jus flowed
ii really got nothing tuu sae now...A is gone
haix...
okay, ii shall not sae how many marks ii lost....it'll make miie feel worse
during the paper, ii wished so much that Mr Tan can come rescue miie...but haix

ii shall jus concentrate on my other subjects especially CH
argh...this is getting miie more and more stressed!!!!!!
aniwaes, thanks ben.
ur sms did help...
at least ii wasn't that depressed
hmm must zhen zuo tmr onwards
NO MORE CRYING

ii jus hope euu will comfort or jus care
but ii noe my wish will never come true
ii promised not tuu think about it
but ii broke the promise...ii'm sorrie

haix...so moody now
ii dun even dare tuu tell my parents how ii feel
cos ii jus dun wan tuu further disappoint myself
because seeing them sulking doesn't make miie feel better

ARGH!!!! but ii am so gonna forget everything about maths
forget wad is differentiation, integration, log, binomial, trigo
hahas...MATHS DOWN
tsk...JIA YOU BARH FIONA=D

and good night:/

2009-10-30T00:06:00.003+08:00

hmm, another surprising paper again...
tuu evaluate, actually the paper wasn't that difficult
but stupid miie...got 10 marks deducted...
argh!!!!! so mad at myself
nvm aniwae
but tmr's paper sure killer, cos plane geometry didnt come out today
which means it'll come out tmr and the weightage is sure tuu be very high.
like probably 12 marks???
OMG die lers...haix
later moderate then how???
argh!!!
hmm aniwae today is the last maths tuition..
somehow ii jus bu she de...
maths lesson with mr tan is so fun plus enriching lorhs
sure laugh all the way.
Despite it is tiring, but never boring
haix...how ii hope ii am not graduating this year...aww
but the saddest thing is mr tan doesn't teach A levels
...hmm then can't ask him coach miie lers:/
nevertheless will still visit him when ii hav the tiime:)
LASTY, jia you arhs people...
hahas...four days hav passed and ii am still alive and kicking:)
ha!!!shall perservere till the end

sleeping soon
TA-DA:)

2009-10-28T23:45:00.008+08:00

okay, maths paper 2 was easy
but ii lost freakin 2 MARKS...
argh no more A1 ii guess..aww
super stressed now!!!!!
tmr's is amaths and my confidence level is like maybe jus 20%??? GOSH!!!
how ii hope emaths was more difficult while amaths is easier. won't it be so much better???
at least my answers wun be in this format:
1)can do
2)blank
3)blank
4)blank
5)can do
6)can do
7)blank

DIE!!!!!haix...mus chiong chiong chiong!!!!
OH MIRACLES!!! PLS HAPPEN TMR CAN???
hmm there's CO LUNCHTIIME CONCERT TMR
hahas, and ii am invited
tsk, but ii dun think ii can make it..need tuu study
so sorrie :/

aniwaes, today ii drop by tuu visit my juniors
and guess wad...
they hav improved. I MEAN THE DIZI ppl:)
though sometiimes will lou feng:)
others ii not so sure...
but heard abit of matsuri.. was so-so bahxx
but ii think our batch played it better( no offence ya:)).
maybe too little people playing lers, that's why
Nevertheless GY people, mus practise hard kkays
dun wait till last minute, if not sure get scolding from DING ders
JIA YOU ARHS:)

oh ya, and good luck fer tmr's concert. ALL THE BEST:)

lastly, wanna thank derrick fer his calculator:)
lame him, still sae got rental fee...tsk tsk...scam sia:/
okay, ii am starting tuu get lamer and lamer...all because of him,
start the red bull thingy...

haix...go rest lers...it's gonna be a tough war tmr
so long :)

2009-10-28T12:14:00.001+08:00

GOING TUU SCHOOL SOON:)

2009-10-28T00:51:00.006+08:00

ii am still ALIVE:)
hahas. todays maths paper 1 was surprising and UNEXPECTEDLY easy...
but ii realise ii made quite a number of careless mistakes=.= aww...there goes my A1
haix...now ii am super DUPER stressed, because today's paper was way too easy. So tmr's one is sure tuu be a killer paper.
MR TAN saes if ii can do jus as well as my paper 1, then can safely get my A1, if not can sae bye bye tuu it lers...sad. SO TMR MUS CHIONG LIKE SIAO
NO CARELESS MISTAKES ALLOWED!!!!!!
many topics ii drilled fer didnt even come out
even CONSTRUCTION...
DIE!!!!!
hmm, now ii hav so many chapts tuu revise cos many expected qns didnt come out...ARGH
okay nvm, but today shall just write till here cos ii am jus too tired tuu carry on:)

TA-DA, good luck peeps

2009-10-27T00:55:00.004+08:00

Back againXD
hmm, english paper 1 was so-so and ii wrote a expository question.
but so far ii only managed tuu find one person writing the same question as miie, argh it's jus pathetic...
ii wouldn't say the paper was tough, neither was it easy, cos this tiime ii really have no confident that the results will turn out well...
Nevertheless, ii manage tuu remember wad Mrs Sum taught and applied it...should be okay bahxx:)
Paper 2
definitely easier than prelims,oh GOD!!!!
since ii can do well fer prelims, ii hope this tiime wun be of any problem...
Aniwaes, ii jus hope fer some miracle tuu happen:)

its maths paper 1 tmr...not gonna be an easy paper.
Due tuu the SO DAMN easy paper last year, hahas, this year will definitely be a tough one:/
MR TAN SAYS:" those which euu find it tough, many others find it tough too! SO NOT TO WORRY" . at least his words made miie raise my confidence level a little:)
Mr Tan is a great maths teacher, he gave us lots of tips on how tuu counter the sums and tuu also use the"James" way.
So here, ii wanna thank him fer being my maths teacher!!!! also not forgetting Miss Ang and Miss Chong too:)
at least ii noe that ii am cared fer by so many teachers, good eh:)
hmm, surprisingly ii dun feel anything now. NO stressed feelings
ii dun noe why.
but aniwaes, ii jus hope fer MIRACLES and MORE MIRACLES

I LOVE MY TEACHERS

oh ya, tuu add on, many more people wished miie luck today:)
DA ZHANG
YI HENG
DERRICK
MAJORIE
WEI WEN
SHU TING
MEI FEN
MAE
thanks people:)

nappie tiime!!!
GOOD NIGHTS:)

2009-10-25T22:55:00.007+08:00

Hi people:)
its been more than a year since ii blogged. After so many MONTHS, DAYS, HOURS, MINUTES and SECONDS, ii think ii hav grown up, hopefully tuu a better person.
Many things have happen, many things hav also changed and yes! ii am still in one piece, safe and sound.
The reason why ii am here is because tomorrow is the commence O levels and this tiime, it'll be miie who is inside the examination hall enduring the torture by Cambridge. So, ii have decided to remember this day or this period as this is a once-in-a-lifetiime event.
hmm, its english paper 1 and 2 tomorrow, and ii am expecting an 'moderate difficult' paper. Richard asked if i am prepared, and my answer is 'I DUN KNOW'. thats true!!! ii really dun know wad ii am studying. Questions in my head now are: "is my brain empty?","what is gonna come out tomorrow?"," though my brain gives a hollow sound when hit, is something gonna come out of it tomorrow?"
ii realli hope things will turn out well tomorrow, or at least ii will have some ideas of how tuu start my essay. MOST IMPORTANTLY, VOCABS!
Mrs Sum says:" NO SV/ GRAMMATICAL mistakes, NO SPELLING mistakes, Write properly, NEATLY, rem. PACC, Pre-reading steps!"," 4E7 are all A1s"
ah, so my brain does contain something:)
ii am realli anxious now. ii dun wanna talk tuu anybody, ii feel like vomiting, ii cant sleep. WAD IS HAPPENING??
shall not care much. ii will jus hav my sleep and in a blink of an eye, O levels may be OVER!!!:)
Nevertheless, ii wanna thank those who wiished miie good luck. ii am surprised tuu have received so many well wishes from my dear ones, seniors, juniors and of course dearie frens. they could have forgotten that its my BIG day but they did not:) hahas, so this goes tuu show that ii am well-lovedXD
Hence , tuu thank them, ii am gonna write each and everyone's name here:
ANT DADDIE,
MABELLE,
MICHELLE,
LAKSHMY,
JAMES,
PEIYUN,
HAN LONG,
MEI MEI,
DOM DOM,
DENNY,
RICHARD,
LOUISE,
WEI CONG,
YISHING,
ZOER,
MAGGIE,
WEI WEI,
JUN RU,
RAYMOND,
LIN,
XIAO LEI,
WEN JIE,
FEN FEN,
XIAO XUE,
TING TING,
ZHI LONG,
MEI LING,
YING YING,
JIA QI,
LEX,
ALVINA,
BRANDA,
BELLE,
XUAN,
YU WEN,
DEBORAH,
DAVE,
ALOY,
EDISON,
WEI HAN,
FANNY,
AH FAT,
ISAAC,
JUPS
hmm, that should be all:) really thanks tuu allXD
But the someone whom ii hope will care didnt even send miie a single sms.
Though ii wasn't expecting anything, but haix...speechless
ii realli cant help but jus let my tears flow
At least, ii kept the pen. the pen you gave tuu miie when ii went fer my chinese Os last year
and certainly, ii am going tuu bring it with miie tmr, and of course fer all my exams.
Maybe it'll act as an encouragement:)
II WILL DO MY BEST and not let those ii love and those who love miie down
PROMISE:)

Its nappie tiime now!!! i've packed my stuff, ready fer tomorrow's WAR
argh ii am still feeling stressed, my paws are still freezing....
but ii noe you, them and everyone will be there
good nite:)
and good luck tuu myself and those getting tortured tomorrow

PS aniwae, ii dun expect anyone tuu read my post...hahas
cos everyone thought it is already dead, since so long ago...

2008-04-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today was ENGLISH paper...
haix...gone case liaos....
SO DIFFICULT lorhs....ii really didnt noe wad tuu rite....imagine ur letter writing is 2 pages
and the main compo is onli 1 and a quarter page...its like abit funny rite...
but thats wad happend....haix....
now got tuu study fer tmr's ss paper....luckily james teach miie how tuu memorise the points...
hahas thanks lots...if ii fail ss ii realli 对不起你了 hahas....
signing off lers....got tuu STUDY

2008-03-22T03:22:00.002+08:00

SEE...ppl jus nag and nag when ii dun blog...
and WHY??? cos my story is interesting...
(okay this gal here is getting abit buay hiau bai liaos...) lalalalas...
okay...ii shall share my story....
actually ii got nothing tuu say fer these few days...cos ii am not in school...
ii am SICK....and ii miss kl and 3E7 lots....
ii signed out on wed cos ii almost DIED of stomach pain and giddyness after p.e.
hahas cool eh....
the doctor claims that ii got stomach flu and veri veri low blood presssure(after taking blood test) (hey ppl ,dun make miie angry,lata ii faint ...hahas) thats why will feel like fainting...now ii hav tuu eat iron pills everyday lers...sad
and noe wad....the nurse torture miie lorhs...
she pressed my arm so hard when she take out the blood...now got blue black liaos....
its painful can....after she still shake the bottle of blood in front of miie... " see ur blood!!! onli two teaspoons of it inside..." crazy lorhs....
kl got blue black on her face and ii got blue black on my arm...cool...
its a long long holiday fer miie....hahas... ii slept all the way through...
one veri veri veri good news....ii dun need tuu do any p.e. cos my blood pressure will drop
veri rapidly once ii start any straineous(is it spelled like that??) exercise...plus my back cannot take it anymore....hahas

DUNMAN SEC CONCERT...
its really good...the dizi soloist is so damn .... ii dunno how tuu sae.....
ehhs james...aiya why euu never go....
oh ya , why every dizi soloist got wear specs ders????
almost all the comcert ders all like that one....hahas...jus an observation
the concert was interesting but we are like having picnic there lorhs...
hahas...so damn funny...

okay thats all...jus that ii am damn fucked up now....bleah...

2008-02-26T21:37:00.005+08:00

whoooo...here tuu blog again...bleah...all bcos of kl...she keep nagging and nagging....

ii realli damn lazy sia...ii got things tuu sae but lazy tuu blog(funni rite?but that's miie)

YESTERDAY

hmm...chem test was kinda easy??? (dun make comments yet...later ii flunk the test=.=)hahas

okok...this is nothing...here cums the exciting part...hahas

me, kl, ben, yudha, yz, and clarence went tuu sakae sushi fer lunch...ii treat okay...hahas... (mus emphasise)

the boys are so damn funni larhs....they were like crazy lorhs...

and guess wad ...yz waste money de lorhs...he eat so damn little compared tuu us....

the estimated ratio is 1:10...go there and play psp...hahas

then sam came...he pro lorhs...actually he didnt noe how tuu cum so ii taught him...

then ii ask him tuu go ask ppl fer directions...

in the end, he went tuu ask the security guard... (wow!!!ii realli pei fu him...ii hav never asked security guards anything before...in fact, ii avoid them)

after he came, clarence ordered the salmon sashimi... before ii could take picture of it, its all gone...and CLARE ate the most...hahas....

oh ya still got the wasabi competition between ben and yudha...

yudha damn funni larhs....he go put lots of wasabi on the sushi ,in the end he lose...hahas

(ii pity him sia..hahs=))

we took quite alot os photos yesterday...all the 独家 fotos lorhs...hahs

After lunch, kl, ben and sam came tuu my house...ben cum tuu learn piano the kl cum tuu learn her chem but instead of doing that ,she surfed the net the whole tiime...and STILL play audition

hahas.... (kl naughty naughty arhs...hahas)

then sam did his homework... (see larhs kl, onli euu slacking lehhs)

First thing we did was tuu play BASKETBALL!!!

obviously miie and kl veri lan larhs...compared tuu the boys...hehe

cannot blame rite...COS WE'RE GALS RITE !!!

hahas...then ii play barefooted can...cos ii scared my slippers spoil=.=

in end got blisters...sad...its painful can...hahas

so we spend our tiime doing all those stuff mentioned above...

after that the 3 people go home one by one...

FIRST

kailynn...

she move tuu somewhere else temporily so hav tuu go earlier...then miie and ben walk her out...

its veri far okay...so we ride on the damn scooters...pathetic can ..hahas

so damn funni...cos it's like not stable...

SECOND

sam...

miie and ben walk him out again...this tiime without scooters...wah he take cab home lorhs...rich guy...hahas

THIRD

ben...

last one sia...hahas...he stay until about 10 plus...cos his father came tuu fetch him home(good rite)

hahas...

Conclusion...

ii exercise lots yesterday okay...hahas

walk in walk out and play basketball

(ii am getting taller!!!!euu guys hu are taller than miie out there...watch out hors...hahas)

tired sia...but was worth it...cos can lose abit weight and grow TALLER...bleah

TODAY

sad...tmr got maths test... (fail larh fail larhs...hahas)

ii am realli hopeless with maths...

haix...nothing tuu sae...jus feeling down...ii dun noe why...

jus dun feel like smiling or joking ...but my cutie sec 1a2 weihan cheered miie up lots today... (he is really damn cute and hors his face damn smooth...hahas)

he is a good boy..but so horny ders....yucks...

and ii found out one thing...he got back problem...same as miie sia...

hahas

(ah boy,euu take care wors...)

and bcos of that back problem thingy,he can massage veri well so he helped miie with that... (ehh ppl... dun think dirty hors)

its really comfortable....no joke...its really really comfortable..

hahas thanks wei han...hahas

shall rite till here...damn tired...but still hav tuu prepare fer maths test tmr...

wish miie luck!!!

2008-02-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

Here ii am bloggin from my cousin's laptop at Fullerton hotel... (arent ii good tuu my blog???go outside also blog lehhs)
hahas..aniwaes jus went tuu Brian's hse...and guess wad???ii won $4:50 from gambling hahas....
but kl and chun see lost...hahas ,kl keep saying she wanna win back cos she no money fer movie liaos but in the end still lost...the thing is she forgot that she still got $10 in her wallet until ii found it (kl,arent ii ur lucky star) ...realli had a good tiime laffing at brian's hse...
ii realli pity chun see sia...she go ms ho and mr wong de house tuu gamble also lose...and is lose alot kkays...poor gal...but we all had a good tiime GAMBLING!!!aniwaes onli once a year marhs...so nvm larhs....
Actually after gambling wanna go ben's house ,cos he sick so wanna go tan fang him...and coincidently, my parents came tuu fetch miie...so didnt hav the chance tuu go....it's a pity sia...cos yz and zy they all also going...haix...
sorrie lehs ben...cannot go tan fang euu...but ii'm happy that euu are feeling better...

Oh ya...wanna thank Brian fer the Haagen Daz Chocolate fondue...mmmm...so nice...
but hors if euu happen tuu see us eating...euu will see us poking the ice cream and things like that...
ii was like so 'rough' tuu the ice cream larhs...why? cos its stuck tuu the tray =.=
then miie ,kl and brian go poke here poke there trying tuu get the ice cream out...
really damn rough...ii first tiime eat until like that sia..hahas...luckily my cousins didnt see...
dey will start tuu sae lots of things if dey see miie doing all that...e.g from angel become devil...

After eating,we when tuu take neoprints...stupid larhs...
is it a trend tuu take neos while laffing...
dun noe why keep laffing...and now ii keep laffing while riting tis entry...
must be kl chuan ran tuu miie liaos...
hahas...
as fer the neoprints, ii go home then post...
which is like days later..cos ii not going tuu blog everyday :)
(too bad kl!!! =.=)
gtg lers...ii will blog again when ii hav sumthing tuu sae or announce

2008-02-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
sobs...ii am going tuu fail geog and ss test...wa lao... (ii didnt noe ii was so stupid)
geog test was about map work and qns 1 and 2 got the description on where tuu find the damn hill on the map(e.g o942)
and guess wad...ii skip that sentence then waste my tiime trying tuu find the hill on the map of ZAMBAWEE....stupid rite....
in the end never find then cannot do the gradient thing...and lost 4 precious marks....aniwae hors the height of the hill mus be below 3oo metres de marhs...but on the map there nothing that is below the height of 300 metres...=.= so fail lorhs....
SS test hai hao larhs...but sure fail also...and hors still got ppl worst then miie so okay nvm...hahas
(FIONA!!! hw can euu sae that...haiyo...naughty gal ya...why euu so dumb...) (cos ii lurve dumbo the elephant=.=)
haix...yesterday got co!!!damn fun okay...CO practice was okay okay larhs...but the best thing bout it is during break tiime...hen miie and kl will go damn damn crazy....(rite kl ??) and hahas....of course got punished by father wong...oops is mr wong ...cos late marhs and need tuu arrage the chairs and music stands...hahas...and why???? cos miie and kl were too engrossed in doing SOMETHING(ask miie peronally and ii will tell ya)that we forgot tuu got back tuu the CO room...oh sorrie mr wong..didnt mean it...
aniwaes ii dun mind clearing up the CO room after everyone has left....cos its fun...and also can do sumthing fer CO...hahas...
(kl ii noe euu wanna sae fiona is a GOOOOOOOD gal rite????hahas)
so the day ended with a good ending=.= ...oh nevermind...
TODAY
CNY eve!!!!! CO performance....and it was a total disaster....cos all the songs are played too fast....but nobody noes....
cos the audience never hear the SYF song before...so ii guess they assume its correct...
is everybody too nervous ???why is it so fast...ii cant even catch with at the last part of jin she....too fast liao....in fact the last part
was supposed tuu be faster than the front part but instead, the last part was a few beats slower...
after that the sec 3s were asked tuu stay back cos there were ppl jeering during the performance....hahas...
budden in the end, the 3e7 and 3e6 gals get tuu go first...yays...hahas....
then went out with kl,ben,yz,yudha and zhengyu...
wah zy first tuu go lorhhs... (zy when did euu turn into an angel?)
after that is yz and yudha...wa lao...shuo zou jiu zou de lorhs....leaving ben alone with us...euu guys alwaes pang seh ders...
ben ur fren lehhs...like that de lorhs....
hahas....aniwaes...today was okay larhs....but yesterday was better!!!!!

2008-02-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

Fiona is here tuu blog again (kl,arent euu happy?)
english test was okay...and ii wrote about when ii was cheating in class...hahas stupid rite...but it was full of emotions kkays...and fer the chinese test...walao ...its damn not fair lors...cos 3e7 (ii mean those studying express chinese) did the essay before liao...how can man...bleah...aniwaes ii oso got no mood tuu do...so anihow scribble and scribble...hahas....(oh fiona,how can euu do that???mus hav PRIDE in ur work...=.=)but hu cares...
haix after lesson still got CO...and noe wad???ii still got SS and GEOG test...(nvm bout that)the worst thing is ii haven study!!so tonite ii got tuu mug lers...and ii am still wasting my tiime here bloggin(FIONA!!!!GO STUDY LARHS...)...bleah..hahas
actually ii wanna blog bout today de CO practice and the fish thingy...but FORGET IT!!!
ii am jus too lazy...ii got tuu study !!!(wow!!fiona is a GOOOOOD GAL!!!)

Ta-Da...hehe

2008-02-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

tmr 's school day again...(sad,isnt it??) dun feel like going tuu school sia...tmr still got english test...haix...personal recount summore...and it's gonna be a long dae tmr ..cos there's CO!!!(well, no comments fer this cos CNY's cuming and we need tuu perform, so mus practise)

the worst thing is ii am feverish now...bleah.... how tuu live through tmr......dun ask miie,ii dun noe...these few days hadso busy and boring fer miie except my birthday...hehe...guess ii am still in camp mood...

below is a return post fer kaiLYNN

heys gal...euu help miie plan where tuu eat lehhs...ii really got no idea...but got budget...which is

$100...can???oh ya thanks fer the food during the camp....and hors...dun be selfish...mus lurve the bois also...mus share our lurve...SHARING IS CARING (clare's favourite phrase)

hahas...gtg sleep lers....seeya ger tmr in school

2008-02-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

yea. kl is here in fiona's blog! LOL.

i lazy to tag in de board cos i tink i wil flood it. so i wan tok abt fiona post here. wahaha(:

To MISSY FIONA(:
ur blogskin alot ppl envious so no nid change larh. haha.
yea. i woke up half an hr ltr den u onli. i woke up at 6am okay. normally is 6.15 de leh. it's bcos of clare. LOL.
ya ya. u make me verii envious bout ur chipmunks. hmph. snatch my mascot.
pls thns me fer bringing food fer u okay. haha. or u got nth to eat. maybe u get from wanwan and charlene larh. haha.
campfire i wasnt high at al okay. i'm emoing al de way. so cannot sae everybodyX)

mus lurve me onli. de rest of de bois dun lurve nvm de. wahaha.
haha. aiya. i noe where to hang. take down ur 'zi lian' foto and hang tat. so u see tat space u wil rmbr us. not ur 'zi lian' foto. XD
wa jack's place again. LOL. beta not. last tym my bdae oreadi go jack's place and is alot of ppl larh. hmmm. eh plus u and me = 6. haha. i tink others beta. LOL.

yea lurve ya(:

2008-02-03T17:35:00.002+08:00

THANks KAIlynn, Benjamin,ClAre,YingZhao and Yudha and Brian....
Euu all hav made my birthday so wonderful that ii almost cried(ii noe its kinda dramatic but ii really cried in the car okay)...thank euu so much...lurve euu all....hahas
KAIlynn
thanks fer all euu hav done fer miie as a fren...euu are the best fren ii hav ever had...
sorrie fer making euu angry at tiime...it wasn't on purpose ders...and thanks fer the puzzle...it was wonderfully done...ii lurve it lots but dun noe where tuu hang...ii ask ben and yudha fer their opinions liaos...and they also dun noe ....hahas:)

Ah ben
heys kor kor thns wors...if not fer ur words,ii would hav gone crazy long ago...euu are really my benefactor lorhs...and dun deny lers...euu really are hahas XD...thanks fer pei-ing miie...and sending miie home at tiimes...greatly appreciated!!!and thank euu fer delivering my birthday present tuu my hse...its was a surprise fer miie lorhs...no one has ever done that fer miie....seriously...hahas...my onli hopes fer euu is that euu will alwaes be happy...so promise miie euu will be okay??

ClAre and YinG ZhAO
thns euu two wors...rush tuu tm tuu buy the cake...hahas...辛苦了..hahas...
and thns fer the many entertainments hahas....

YuDha
thns wors...fer teaching miie maths... hahas...and fer delivering my present....too ...ii noe euu helped out in the puzzle fixing...thns lots....oh ya....and thanks fer sending miie home...next tiime got maths then ii ask euu help miie do kkays...hahas...jkjk larhs...teach miie jiu hao lers....hahas

BriAn
thanks again fer the pizzahut lunch and the necklace...hahas....

below is fer kailynn ,ben,clare,yudha and yingzhao
ehhs when euu all free arhs...wanna go out fer lunch...ii treat...and hors ii still remember ii owe clarence pizzahut...so wanna go there or jack's place....euu all decide bahxx....euu all set the tiime then tell miie can????hahas....

thanks brian!!!

2008-02-03T17:35:00.001+08:00

2008-02-03T16:10:00.000+08:00

Okays…after seeing kl and charlene nag and nag on the tagboard, ii shall post…and it’ll be a long one…happy now??but can ii change my blogskin tuu a more emo one??
hmm..ii wanna talk about the sec 3 camp…ii noe it seems stupid tuu post after so long but ii jus like the camp so much that ii hav tuu comment abt it…mus 回味 marhs…
First Day
As usual, woke up at my normal time,5:30(when my dear kl is sleeping so soundly)
Then went tuu school…actually ii dun really feel like going tuu the camp cos its like ii will get TANNED which ii really did(cries)…and noe wad?? We are supposed tuu WALK tuu the campsite sia…and noe why??? It’s all bcos of MS CHENG….wth..
She wanna save on the transportation fees…isn’t that stupid of her??? And bcos of that ii got muscle ache(is it spelled like that?) when we reached the camp site, we were brought tuu our dorms…it was freakin clean and that’s wad euu wun see in our skool…it’s REALLY REALLY clean lorhs…
The first day was…hmm boring??ya cos we didn’t really do anything except learn the ‘makan’ cheer, the different types of claps and our grp cheer… and guess wads our grp name??? Its CHIPPPPPPPMUNKS…(kl aren’t euu jealous??hahas)the grp cheer was super duper funny larhs…but it was all done by our instructor ADI(awe…ii miss him and his jokes, not forgetting BUFF too) after dinnertime was bathing time…the toilet is damn big but onli 3 cubicles can be used fer bathing…others is fer shitting…okay ii am not going tuu elaborate on the toilets(ii am now eating my lunch fer godness sake) after that is LIGHTZZZ OUT!! Bleah….good thing is kl migrated from her dorm tuu mine…we talked fer 1 hour plus ii think and EAT supper!!!hahas…then went tuu sleep…
SECOND Day
Woke up at 5 if ii’m not wrong….and did the morning exercise…it was so damn easy
NO push ups
NO running
Hmm better than SL and CO camp…no offence arhs…hahas
Then proceed tuu the rope courses ,rock climbing and absailing…the rock climbing was damn difficult larhs… and hors the instructors bully miie lorhs… ii reach the top liao den still dun let miie cum down…mus sing a song and sae instructor swan is ‘cute’ then can cum down….bad rite??? But ii lurve them…hahas…
And ii also did the absailing lorhs…(aren’t ii brave???yes rite)after that was lunch and water activities….first was kayaking…the kayaks are damn heavy can…then was the making of our rafts…my grp didn’t finish lorhs…and ii got burned by the rope…it bled okay….and the worst thing is we still hav tuu go back into the sea…with my finger bleeding…(its really really painful can..imagine putting salt on ur wound when its still bleeding…and mr low still shake his head…hmmph!!!)
But the happy thing is 3E7 gets tuu bathe FIRST…hahas.
After bathing comes our dinner…mmm…not bad….then got the campfire…its abit boring but everybody is so damn high despite the tiring day..Surprised???hahas
THIRD Day
Here comes the day we get tuu bathe with hot water and sleep in comfy beds!!! But guess wad, ii am not so excited tuu go home…cos ii will miss the instructors and their jokes…but 天下无不散之演席,后会有期吧。。。hahas…and 3E7 DUN NEED tuu wash the toilets!!!!hahas…
REFLECTIONS
So far so good….everything went on smoothly as it was planned…interactions with the instructors were fun…best thing about the campsite is that euu can see aeroplanes landing…to miie ,the landing sound euu hear at night is cleansing fer the soul…that’s when euu can think peacefully without worrying euu would be disturb…hmm dun noe why ii aeroplanes so much…hahas…and so ii think a lot of thinking at night(that’s when everybody was snoring away…hahas ) and guess wad , ii found a meaning fer life…and wad ii hav alwaes wanted badly…
One advice fer juniors…DUN buy sun-tan lotion hors…its sun –block euu should buy…but sun-block also no use…cos euu still get tanned like miie…but better than those hu never put…
That’s all fer the camp bahxx

2008-01-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

kl here(:

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